fork in road ahead

Thursday, June 3, 2010 |
life belongs to the living, and those who live must be prepared for changes.
Change can be hard, but it's warranted. part of life. Change can be exciting, fun and adventurous! I love a good adventure. And change is what I wanted, right?
I think this next 365 days will be one of the biggest years for change in the life of our family. Daren is going back into the military, but he's going full active duty. We will finally be moving from North Carolina [unless we get Ft.Bragg ahah!] And while that makes me excited, it also scares me. It's like the edge of getting what you want and then being scared of it. I have learned this year that I fear success. I'm not sure why. I'm working on some pretty successful projects and the closer it gets the more afraid I get. Ever felt like

that? Never thought that would be me. 

With great success comes many things: responsibility, respect and .... haters. Never in my life have I had more people all of sudden act fake or hate on me. I didn't do anything but I suppose there will always be jealous people. I don't get it. If you don't like your life, change it. don't hate on others for following their dreams. it's silly. and rude. 

I want my daughters to follow their dreams, i want to nourish and cherish their ambitions and help them in any way that I can. By following my dreams I am showing them that it's ok to have them and ok to live them. 

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